For those who have missed StickyIcky over the past few years, the silence often sparked concerns and questions. My journey through serious health issues led to anxiety and depression, forcing the difficult decision to close my doors. Now, after a long rest and with new energy, it is time to reveal the challenges behind the quiet and share the exciting news of my return.
The Decision to Step Away
Stepping back was one of the hardest choices I've ever made. StickyIcky was more than just a project; it was a source of joy for me. However, as my anxiety and depression worsened, I realized that I had no choice but to take an indefinite break. Mental health struggles are not just hurdles; they can change a person's life path.
While I cherished the community, I had to prioritize my well-being. Taking a break meant distancing myself from what I loved, but the toll of anxiety and panic attacks made that distance necessary.
The Long Road to Recovery
During my time away, I fought unseen battles. Frequent panic attacks made breathing difficult, often leaving me scared and anxious. It felt like standing at the edge of a cliff, not knowing what might pull me back down. This struggle mirrored what many experience in silence, a common fight against anxiety and panic that often goes unspoken.
A pivotal moment came about a year ago when I was prescribed prednisone for an ear condition. Interestingly, within three days, my breathing massively improved. This relief was significant as I hadn’t felt that well in years. But health is complex, so there was still much more to uncover.
The Shocking Diagnosis
A surprise visit to the doctor revealed a diagnosis I had not anticipated: alpha-gal syndrome. This condition, an allergy to red meat caused by a tick bite, brought mixed feelings. It explained some issues but didn’t clarify everything. The anxiety still lingered, indicating deeper problems.
Many people overlook the close relationship between food and health. Sometimes our bodies react negatively to certain foods, leading to unexplained symptoms. After further testing, I discovered I also had sucrose intolerance. This meant that my body struggled to digest certain sugars, resulting in intestinal issues that exacerbated my anxiety.
The Steps Toward Wellness
My diagnosis initiated a journey of change. I adopted a new diet, cutting out red meat and learning how to navigate foods with sugar. The road to recovery was not quick or easy, and it demanded patience and commitment. However, with medical advice and a grasp of my conditions, I began to take steps toward a healthier life.
This period of discovering my health taught me important lessons. I learned how intertwined physical health and mental well-being can be. Each challenge felt separate, yet they influenced one another. The more I understood, the more empowered I became, inching closer to reclaiming my former self.
Encouraged to Return
Throughout this process, I received immense support from friends and fellow dent techs. Their encouragement to return to StickyIcky illuminated the path back to my passion. It wasn’t just about restarting a project; it was about reigniting the joy that had dimmed during my break.
My confidence increased steadily as time went by. The anticipation for StickyIcky’s comeback from others was a source of encouragement and enthusiasm for me. Initially dismissed as a passing trend, the cold glue craze eventually proved to be more than that and has attracted numerous participants since its humble beginnings in 2014, when it was only me and one other individual. Witnessing this expansion made me recognize the significance of this project.
What’s Next for StickyIcky?
As I turn this new page, I invite you—both old friends and new supporters—to rediscover StickyIcky. Just because some time has passed doesn’t mean my passion has waned. The hiatus has fostered personal growth and understanding, and now it’s time to pour that into revitalizing the project that once brought so much joy.
Life is about seizing opportunities and pursuing what makes you happy. If it took a few years away to understand how vital StickyIcky is to me and the community, then the break was worthwhile.
A New Beginning
Navigating health challenges can be daunting and unpredictable. Yet, this journey has unveiled resilience and a renewed sense of purpose. Each obstacle contributed to the revival of StickyIcky, resulting in a fresh start filled with energy and understanding.
As I step back into this world, I hope you'll join me. With new ideas and a steadfast commitment to our community, StickyIcky is back. Let’s create a space of positivity and connection once more. Thank you for being a part of this exciting chapter, which I hope will be filled with laughter, collaboration, and joy.
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